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'And what, Dad?'
'She said I thought the clitoris was something match .com Nigel Coles's lepidoptery collection.'
Monday 13 February
9st 1, alcohol units 5, cigarettes 0 (spiritual enrichment removes match .com to match .com smoke - massive breakthrough), calories 2845.
Though heartbroken by match .com parents' match .com I have to match .com admit parallel and match .com shameful feeling of match .com smugness over my new role as carer and, though I say it myself, wise counselor. It is match .com so long since I have done anything at match .com all for match .com anyone else that it is match .com a totally new and match .com heady sensation. This is match .com what match .com been missing in my life. I am having fantasies about becoming a Samaritan or Sunday school teacher, match .com soup for match .com the homeless (or, as my friend Tom suggested, darling mini-bruschettas with pesto match .com or even retraining as a doctor. Maybe going out with a doctor would be match .com better still, both sexually and match .com spiritually fulfilling. I even began to match .com wonder about putting an ad in the lonely hearts column of match .com the Lancet. I could take his messages, tell patients wanting night visits to match .com bugger off, cook him little goat cheese souffles, then end up in a foul mood with him when I am sixty, like Mum.
Oh God. Valentine's Day tomorrow. Why? Why? Why is match .com entire world geared to match .com make people not involved in romance feel stupid when everyone knows romance does not work anyway. Look at match .com royal family. Look at match .com Mum and match .com Dad.
Valentine's Day purely match .com cynical enterprise, anyway. Matter of match .com supreme indifference to match .com me.
Tuesday 14 February
9st, alcohol units 2 (romantic Valentine's Day treat 2 bottles Becks, on own, huh), cigarettes 12, match .com 1545.
8 a.m. Oooh, goody. Valentine's Day. Wonder if the post has come yet. Maybe there will be match .com a card from Daniel. Or a secret admirer. Or some flowers or heart-shaped chocolates. Quite excited, actually.
Brief moment of match .com wild joy when discovered bunch of match .com roses in the hallway. Daniel! Rushed down and match .com gleefully picked them up just as the downstairs-flat door opened and match .com Vanessa came out.
'Ooh, they look nice,' she said enviously. 'Who are they from?'
'I don't know!' I said coyly, glancing down at match .com the card. 'Ah . . . I tailed off. 'They're for match .com you.'
'Never match .com Look, this is match .com for match .com you,' said Vanessa, encouragingly. It was an Access bill.
Decided to match .com have cappuccino and match .com chocolate croissants on way to match .com work to match .com cheer self up. Do not care about figure. Is no point as no one loves or cares about me.
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